life is just not goin well for me right now.  i dont evenknow where to start.  school, i am failing all classesand i have had 2 meetings with my teachers.  they both asked if anything was goin on.  life, thats what is goin on.  i am soo miserable right now.  i cant remember where i left off on rob.  well i have not heard form him since jan. 6th  i found out tonight that he has told the twins i babysit that we no longer date.  how nice that he can tell other ppl that we are not dating.  the jerk still hasnt told me.  i cried about 3 times tonight has the LCE school dance tonight.

  i HATE life

L i F e  I s  M i S e R a B l E  r I g H t  N o W ! ! !

Friday I went out with Bob.  He came over and we ate dinner then we went to the movies.  He dropped me off at home around 9pm.  He said he wasn't feeling well.  I have not heard from him since.  I've called him once a day since except Tuesday night.  No answer or call back on any of them.  What is a girl to think??  

Well no work tomorrow.  I REALLY have to catch up on all of my school work.  I'm missing assignments in every class, especially Gov't.  I have a test Friday and I have 2 labs due on Monday.  So my day tomorrow should be full of homework, but as lazy as I am I wont do a damn thing tomorrow.  I know I have to go get my medicine b/c I ran out today, well yesterday actually.   I went running today.  I was fun. lol yeah I said running was fun.  I havent gone for a run since October when I started dating Bob.  But now since that thing is over I can start running.  Mandy also had fun.  like always.